Tonight, I attended a Bible study for 20s - 40s. Since I am part of that age group I decided to attend. But everyone there was married with kids. I realized I am little bit late compared to them. Anyways, during the Bible study, we discussed about how much we love Jesus. The message was from Paul's confession of his love for Jesus in the book of Philippians. As I was thinking about this I was wondering to myself. Would I have gotten sick if I was not a Christian? More than that, would I have gotten sick if I did not move church from Global Mission Church to All Nations Church. Then, God comforted me with assurance that if I was not a Christian I would have died. Also, for me to be alive means that God has something special He wants me to do. In addition, moving churches would not have matter for God's will to be done. Where ever I would be I would have been sick and God would heal me. I say I love Jesus but it hard to be faithful everyday. Tomorrow, my mom and I are planning to visit the hospital in Torrance. I have not gone back since I came out from their 3 years ago. Although I am not completely healed I want to visit them and thank them for helping me. Thank you for your prayers. Let's not just say we love Jesus. But let our faithful life to Him show that we love Him.