Friday, October 28, 2005

I need your prayers

Hello everyone, I just wanted everyone to know that I am doing well. At least better than being in the hospital. However, I want to ask everyone to pray for me. I am slowly going back into ministry and I realize there are so many things to do. I am eager to do much more but I simply can not. Please pray that I will have patience and be able to better enjoy this time of rest. Also, pray for wisdom. There are so many decisions I need to make regarding high school ministry.
For your reminder: Make sure you reserve 11/27 (SUN) for my ordination service. Please invite those people you asked to pray. I want to meet them. Thank you again for all your prayers.

Monday, October 24, 2005

Hello Everyone

I am blessed to realize that my God has not left me. One of the way I realize this is by people who are still helping me. I want to thank Pastor Peter who is more than a intern for high school. He has become a close friend in the Lord. He helps me a lot with everything. I can be a little bossy at times. I was very blessed with the message yesterday on Romans. Thank you Peter. Yesterday at church I was so blessed to see my high school students. Even though I do not know everyone by their names, I love them very much. I pray for the group every day. I am more than eager to go back and do so much more. My prayers for them is that they will grow in the Lord. I am also very thankful for the high school teachers. I know it is hard dealing with high school students, but they are faithful. Please continue to pray for them. Have a good day in the Lord.

Friday, October 21, 2005

What is death

Last night I was telling my mom that my sugar level in the morning was 33. For those that do not know whether that is good or bad, it is not good at all. My mom said that if it goes lower than 60 it is life threatening. So you can imagine the seriousness. This morning when I checked it was 175. I think there is a serious problem with the machine. The number is still high and I need to better control it. Please pray that I will not go crazy with food. I love eating little too much. When I was lying on the bed I was thinking about death. There was one time when I was in the hospital, the sugar level went down a lot. The staffs were going crazy to save me. I see everything that is going on but there was nothing I could do. I see the fact that I'm still alive God must have a plan for me. I almost died twice. I am thankful to God. There are still few things I want to do before I die. First, I need to be ordained as a pastor. Second, I need to get married. Third, I want to go to North Korea to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I want to remind everyone that the reason you are still alive is because God is not done with you. So live for Jesus today.

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Special Treatment

I went to go see a doctor today for a regular check up. The doctor said that I did not need appointment. Even though I was worried for not making an appointment, I went anyway. When I walked into the office there were many people waiting. I went to go sign my name in. I told my sister to come back next time. I did not want to stand and wait. My sister told the nurse and the nurse said the doctor wants to see me right away. He actually came out to see me. I went into the room for a blood test. The doctor said that the results will come back in a week. Afterwards the doctor gave me something for the flu. Also to my sister. He said that I am VIP. I believe I am VIP in God's sight. Not because of what I've done but because of who I am in Him. When I walked out of the office, there were still people waiting. I felt bad. However, I realized that there is no waiting for God. He is always there and He is the one waiting for us.

Saturday, October 15, 2005

Having a friend is good

I saw a college friend (Dave Kim) who lives in Texas. He is in town for a wedding. I felt special and blessed to have him come and see me. I thought about being in the hospital. So many people coming to visit, at least those who were able and praying for me if they could not. He was one of those friend who could not visit. It's all good. Today, I felt so loved knowing that I have a friend who prayed for me with his church. I know there are many more whom I've never seen and prayed for me. Thank you. I am reminded of Jesus, who is my friend, and what He has done. He gave His life on the cross so that I can live forever. Even though I am going through hard times now, it is encouraging to know that someone is thinking of me. I love you all who are out there. Live for Jesus.

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

How is everyone doing?

I just wanted to encourage everyone still reading this blog spot. I don't know who you are but God knows. Every prayers, I believe thatGod heard them. Today, I went to the Montebello Town Center T-Mobile store. I had to transfer all my photos from my old telephone to the new one I got from T-Mobile yesterday. I had trouble with the audio and got a replacement. I could not hear the other party without using the speaker phone. This is very annoying. My new phone works better. I thank God. One thing I realized is that God even hears our small voice. It is not the loudest who gets to the heart of God but one that is willing to call Him. Be encouraged by the fact that you have God that hears you.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Eye Surgery

The date for my eye surgery is set for 11/9. I am praying that God will heal me before that. I am little bit frustrated not being able to do simple things. Please pray that I will not lose heart for God. Also continue to pray for the students God has entrusted me with at All Nations Church. There are so many things I want to do but I can't. So many changes in the high school group. I need God's wisdom.

Monday, October 03, 2005

It's Monday thing

I was thinking today that I am really resting for a long time. I know that God will heal me completely and even do greater things for the Lord. I was wondering, "How long do I have to wait?" Then God comforted by reminding me, don't worry about those things. Just do your exercises and enjoy this time. It will not be so long. I am thankful that I am still alive. PRAYER REQUEST: I am speaking this Friday at a Young Adult Group from my church. They have prayed for me a lot. I am asking the Lord to use me to speak His Word.