What is death

Last night I was telling my mom that my sugar level in the morning was 33. For those that do not know whether that is good or bad, it is not good at all. My mom said that if it goes lower than 60 it is life threatening. So you can imagine the seriousness. This morning when I checked it was 175. I think there is a serious problem with the machine. The number is still high and I need to better control it. Please pray that I will not go crazy with food. I love eating little too much. When I was lying on the bed I was thinking about death. There was one time when I was in the hospital, the sugar level went down a lot. The staffs were going crazy to save me. I see everything that is going on but there was nothing I could do. I see the fact that I'm still alive God must have a plan for me. I almost died twice. I am thankful to God. There are still few things I want to do before I die. First, I need to be ordained as a pastor. Second, I need to get married. Third, I want to go to North Korea to share the Gospel of Jesus Christ. I want to remind everyone that the reason you are still alive is because God is not done with you. So live for Jesus today.