Am I excited for my salvation?

For the past several weeks, I've been going to the NK Unification school. God has really blessed me and continually gives me the heart to serve at NK. I don't know when but God knows and I am fully satisfied with that. Yesterday during the lecture, Rev. Dae Hoon Kim spoke about being excited for the salvation. I thought about this a lot throughout today. I want to say yes but I see my life not living like I am excited. I see myself worrying about so many different things. The Bible teaches us not to worry but to seek His Kingdom first. And everything else will be taken care of. I know that and I have taught on this. Lord, I pray for more excitement in my life for my salvation in You.and for me to fully trust in Your faithfulness.