Lot to think about

Today I went to a funeral of my friend's daughter. She was less than one. There were some complications with her blood. She was one of triplet girls. The other two are doing well but Elyse did not make it. I had mixed emotions being there. This morning my mom woke me up at 5:20AM for me to go to Early Morning Prayer. She came into my room to let me know that she loves me and wants to discipline me. I gave her a hug and she prayed for me. Last night, I could not sleep right away thinking about when I am going to get married. I really want my mom to see her daughter in law. I realized once again how much my mom loves me. I made up a phrase. Kwonsanims would not talk harsh things to pastors. But mom can and will.